Monday, July 23, 2012

Saddest Poem by Pablo Neruda



 One of my most favourite poems sharing it for all those who would care to read




 Saddest Poem

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.

To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.

That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without her.

As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.

The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.

I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.
My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.

Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once
belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without her.

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last poem I write for her.

Pablo Neruda

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Death of a National Symbol: Reading Dara Singh

Dara Singh (19 November 1928 – 12 July 2012 ), who passed away today,  was more than the first action hero as he is being called in the media—he was actually the national symbol of virility and valour and very much a part of the other national symbols like tiger or peacock. If you tried to show off with some physical prowess, it was quite natural to get a comment like this: Apne aap ko bada Dara Singh samajhate ho’ (So you think you are something like Dara Singh), quite like as in Bihar, the way we used to take a dig at people who thought they had good English by saying that apne aap ko Shakespeare samajhate ho (you think you are somekind of Shakespeare). He was, of course, the most perfect choice for the role of Hanuman in the teleserial ‘Ramayana’ and perhaps the only character in the epic-serial who was given the role because of his own reputation. Dara Singh can be a good study in the contemporary cultural discourse to understand how despite playing many minor roles in Hindi films, he remained a major figure in his own right. He was the superstar of Punjabi Cinema at one time, but even before that he had earned his fame as the Professional Wrestler fighting in rings in Singapore and against some of the greatest professional wrestlers in the USA in the 1950s. Thus, even before becoming an icon in the celluloid world, he had had his share of fame and success as real life hero. 

Though Dara Singh, with his skill and integrity, could easily overcome the ignominy of fighting as ‘show-wrestlers’ before the durbars of the kings and nawabs of various princely states in India in the 1940s and 50s, one wonders if the ‘romantic-machoistic’ aura that got created around him was also due to the over-enthusiasm of presenting an independent India as a self-reliant, strong, honest and ‘down-to-earth’ nation.  Can we, for example, create such symbolic personalities when heroism of any kind is likely to be seen with lot of circumspection, mainly because many virile figures of the post-independence era from different walks of life have now proved to be having feet of clay? Moreover, the honesty and integrity of Dara Singh, was always equated with some of kind of naivety by the urban-bred, city audiences and his portrayal of Hanuman as the doting and unquestioning follower of the Lord Rama somehow also echoed the rural-urban dynamics of the contemporary India.  No wonder, his giant personality was also (mis) utilised by many directors by showing him as a bachelor who maintained distance from the temptations of women in order to safeguard his virility for greater good—an image that tried to re-inforce the stereotyped Indian male’s hypocritical attitude to women as well as his overestimation of his own species in the contribution to the human society.

However, purely in the context of the life of Dara Singh and in the context of individual struggles, trials and tribulations of growing up in rural India with glint in one's eyes, it may be interesting and inspiring to go through his autobiography-Meri Atam Katha—which is written in original Punjabi and published by Navyug Publishers, New Delhi (ISBN 978-81-85267-35-9). It is an inspiring story, no doubt, which also lets the reader take a look at the social and cultural contexts of his life and work. The writer of this piece had the privilege of including this book in two exhibitions and the related catalogues—one related to books on sports and another on books on cinema organized by NBT at New Delhi World Book Fairs—which also shows the marvelous and multi-faceted life this great personality lived through in two different walks of life.